hurtful words i suddenly remember from a lifetime ago (just when i was about to take my nap... these revelations always come when i'm about to sleep/ have just woken up!)--
Papa: "No man would ever take you for his wife, you're too smart for your own good!"
The Ex: (his parting words before I left him): "(I did you a favor by marrying you.) No man would ever want you for his wife, you're too much to handle, too crazy!"
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and the tears just finally flowed.
it's interesting that they come at a time like this when i'm growing in love and commitment to B ...
maybe they have finally come up for healing, huh...
only now when i'm strong enough again to take them... and now when i know better.
the ways of the soul are mysterious, indeed...